On Injury & Finding the Silver Lining

One of my favorite quotes is from this documentary 180 degrees south. It’s from Yvon Chouinard, the climber and many who founded Patagonia (a company I passionately support, and no I don’t get free stuff from them)

He said “The word adventure has gotten overused. For me, when everything goes wrong, that’s when adventure starts”

Training for a marathon is an adventure – lots of stuff goes wrong. You get a strange ache in your knee, which turns into pain in your IT band. Foam rollers, and any sort of self massage contraptions quickly become your friends. I was heading out for my last 16 mile run before the marathon. I decided I would run along the C&O canal, which had been my favorite route this year. I was about 2.5 miles from home, and all of the sudden my left foot hit a rock funny, and it folded under me. I heard a loud pop and felt pain.

I sprained my ankle. It was swollen, it was purple, blue and green. A doctor at urgent care handed be crutches and orders not to run for at least 2 weeks. I definitely cried.

this was a few days out

this was a few days out

But then I decided that I wouldn’t look at this as a failure, or as the 15 weeks of training a waste. I took the time to heal, and last week I started running regularly again.

My ankle is not back to where it was, and neither is my running. But my adventure has begun. I’m thinking about how to get back in shape. I’ve registered for a half marathon in April, and I’m going to try to focus on 5Ks and 10Ks to get my speed up.

I’m disappointed that I couldn’t try for that sub-4:00:00 marathon this year. It still makes me sad to think about it. But I managed to get out of town the weekend of the marathon, and I saw some amazing stuff.

It's hard to stay mad at not being able to run a marathon when this is the view on your first run post-injury.

It’s hard to stay mad at not being able to run a marathon when this is the view on your first run post-injury.

I was happy to head down to one of my favorite places on earth – the Outer Banks. The weather was amazing, abundant sunshine and temps in the upper 60s. That gave J & I plenty of opportunities to walk on the boardwalk along the Currituck sound.

Hi Mr. Heron!

Hi Mr. Heron!

I also had plenty of chances to sleep at night (a treat from working the night shift) and to knit!

My latest project!

My latest project!

I’m currently working on June’s Favorite Cardigan, which I think will come in handy for the 3am chill that seems to set in on the overnight shift at work.

I’m slowly getting back to normal running-wise. I’m trying to take it easy on myself. Coming back from an injury is no joke. I’m also trying to focus on some strength work to compliment my running.

Have you ever had to come back from an injury? 

What have you done to pass the time while injured? 

Some days

So I am 2 days (or nights) back into my night shift work. I get in at 11am, and leave when most people are on their way to work at 7am.

There is so much to be mindful of on this shift. It’s challenging. Running, so far, has been a perfect compliment. A month or two ago, I’m not sure if this would have been the case. That’s because I’ve gotten to a point in my running where my mind just kind of floats along. It no longer tries to fight some elaborate tug of war with my body. It no longer screams “NO!” when I pick up the pace to new to me marathon pace. It just floats along, and listens to music, or thinks about the people who inspire me. Sometimes I am sure I have thoughts while I am running, but I can’t remember them afterwards. It’s kind of like those dreams you know you have, but can only remember strange odd little snippets that make no sense whatsoever.

Finn dog

It totally helps that this guy greets me after every single one of my runs, and every morning when I get home from work. He is a little noisy during the day, as he tries to protect our tiny apartment from any potential intruders, neighbors, or common area cleaning people.

So that’s about it, so far, my shift-related fears of being constantly exhausted, never having the motivation to go for a run have been unfounded. I guess we should all check back in a month … but so far, so good.

End of the week!

We are conditioned to love Fridays. I remember the feeling of getting out of school on Friday afternoon, having the whole weekend ahead to hang out with friends, play in the yard, watch Saturday morning cartoons, and ride my big wheel up and down the driveway.

Now my weekend activities have changed – I’ve ditched the big wheel for an array of running shoes. More time at home means that I get to spend more time with my dude, and Friday is the start of my “getting stuff done” time.

This Friday, after I got home from work, I went for a quick, 6 mile run. One of the things I love about living in the DC area is that my runs through the city and surrounding area feel like I am running through a series of postcards.

This view, right?

After my run I grabbed a salad at Chop’t and headed home to spend some time with my dude, and some time knitting. I cannot tell you how great it is to sit and knit after a long run. I still feel like I am doing something, but I am not having to move my tired legs all around.

Here’s what I’ve got on tap for this weekend in terms of running:

Saturday – 6 easy miles
Sunday – 16 mile long run

I am really, really keeping my fingers crossed that I can hit my 16 mile long run pace. I’m suppose to run 9:18 per mile, and for some reason, unless I am in a race, it’s been hard to get my pace up there. Perhaps I am just defaulting to my long marathon training run pace. In any case, I know I can run at 9:18 per mile, it’s just a matter of doing it.

Less Than Six Weeks!

Ahh I can’t believe that in less than 6 weeks I will be lining up at the start line for the Marine Corps Marathon!

This will be my third marathon (I ran Steamtown in 2012 and the Outer Banks Marathon in 2011). Unlike my previous marathons, I am using the Hanson’s Marathon Method as my training. If you haven’t heard of Hanson’s before, it’s a plan that emphasizes higher mileage and higher quality runs. (Higher quality is just their way of saying more runs at or near your marathon pace. Makes sense to run at that pace right?)

The training has been intense, but good. I feel like I am building confidence, and that my goal (of a sub 4:00 marathon) is in sight if I can stay healthy!

Today I’ve got a 9 mile pace run on tap. At first I dreaded the pace runs, but now I try to see them as an awesome challenge, and an opportunity to shine. Plus, running at a pace that is a good bit below what you’ve run in a half marathon isn’t so bad!

The other exciting news is that I made it into Oiselle’s Flock! I am a huge believer in Oiselle as a company (as an aside, they aren’t compensating or paying me in any way to write this). A female-driven company that makes functional and fashionable running gear is right up my alley. They’ve got a host of great pros too (Lauren Fleshman, Kara Goucher and Kate Grace to name 3 of my running idols!). I am super excited to meet other members of The Flock, and to be a part of this amazing community of female runners.

My other challenge coming down the pike – I will be shifting to an overnight schedule starting on Sunday night. I’m a journalist, and news doesn’t stop in the middle of the night! I’ll be working from 11pm to 7am and I’m hoping that I’ll be able to sleep and keep up with my training plan. I know it’s bound to be a little challenging at first, but I am really keeping my fingers and toes crossed that it will work out! That is really my one anxiety right now – how I’ll balance running with working that overnight shift. Any positive vibes sent my way are greatly appreciated!

Have you ever worked an overnight shift? Any good tips?

What are you looking forward to this fall?

Another Finish Line Crossed!

On Saturday I ran my seventh (?) half marathon. I ran the Rock and Roll USA half here in DC. It was hilly. I wasn’t feeling like it was my day, so I ended up just taking it easy and enjoying the race and finishing in 1:53:36.

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It wasn’t my best time, it wasn’t my second best finish. But I finished and I didn’t feel burned out or frustrated. One of the things I have learned about running is that some day your day doesn’t fall on race day. But it’s always how you handle yourself once you’ve crossed the finish line that determines how you being preparing for your next race. 

 

And speaking of my next (big) race … I got some awesome news this morning! 

 

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So I will run my 3rd marathon this fall! I am a mix of excited and nervous! I’m excited because running a marathon is a big deal! I am also hoping to improve on my 4:12 PR I set back in 2012 at the Steamtown Marathon in Scranton, PA. I’m nervous because 26.2 miles is a lot of running! It’s also a lot of training! And there’s a good chance that I will be doing some of that running and training at odd hours. I’m changing jobs soon – moving from an 8am-5pm schedule to a variable schedule that will change every few months and include some overnight work. Oh journalism! 

I am going to try my best to document my training and all that entails here. I’ll try to share some of the gear I love, some of my workouts, and probably what I’m eating and cooking (although not tonight, I ate chicken tenders and smile fries because I am 32).

In the meantime I’m looking forward to a couple of other races. In April the cherry blossoms will be in bloom and I’m hoping to kick some butt at the Cherry Blossom Ten Miler. I’m hoping to PR in that race. Then in May I’ll run the Capitol Hill Classic 10K. J got me hooked on this race. It’s got an awesome neighborhood feel to it, and I’m going to try to take April to real focus on training for a 10K. My goal in that race is to get under 50 minutes! 

For now, I’m going to relax! I did some 800s tonight and they kind of kicked my butt. Tomorrow I’m planning on just a nice and easy 5-6 mile run. My weather app tells me that it should be perfect for a run outside … on the first day of SPRING! 

Being Good To Yourself

In two weeks I’ll run my 7th half marathon. 

This morning I ran 12 miles with my irreplaceable running group (shout out to the DC Road Runners Spring Half Marathon Training 9:30 Pace Group). Since my days of college in the south, I have become pretty introverted. So when people would say they went running with someone and talked the entire time, I kind of wanted to wilt inside. I never really understood the appeal of talking while running. But honestly after running with a group, I never want to go back to running by myself. Running with people makes the time go faster even if you don’t talk the whole time. And if you do talk, it helps when you can talk with fellow runners about things that are bothering you – like your knee. 

 

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the best ice pack for knees!

 

Let’s not talk about my knee though. It’s a little sore, and I’m kind of obsessing about it. I’m going to stress the positive and look back on all of the progress I’ve made since I started running. My first race over a 10K was in 2011 – the Cherry Blossom Ten Miler. I famously told my parents I thought I would finish around 1:45 and I ended up finishing in 1:33 something so they never made it to the finish line to see me! Oops! 

In a way, that first “big” race says a lot about me as a runner. I am constantly underestimating my abilities. That sounds braggy, but I promise it’s not. If you had told me in April 2011 that I would be able to run 8:30 miles for an entire half marathon I would have said that you were crazy. And that’s what I’ve done. It hasn’t always been easy. I’ve been injured. 2012 was pretty much a bad year for me all around. And I didn’t get to the point where running didn’t feel unnatural until last year. (I’m not a very natural athlete.) But I stuck with running honestly because I loved the way I felt after I finished a race. I love the faces of the people cheering on loved ones and total strangers. I love to see people cross the finish line, exhausted but completely satisfied. I love that months of work come down to a few hours. 

Here’s the thing – I run quite a bit and I’m not a tiny gal. I’ve got a belly. My back sometimes spills over my sports bra. There are parts of me I wish looked different. Sometimes I go through the same thing we all go through – self-loathing, putting myself down for not making better choices. I don’t spend nearly the same amount of time praising myself for what my body does. (That sounds gross.) I dont think about the fact that this is the body that has carried me across so many finish lines. This is the body that has smashed PRs. This is the body that helps me do what I love most Saturday mornings. 

So these next two weeks I am going to be good to myself. I will try to eat well, but I won’t deny myself a few treats here and there. Speaking of which, thank goodness that the Astro Doughnuts & Fried Chicken food truck was in my neighborhood today. I mean, cold Saturdays after a long run merit a treat. Am I right? 

 

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Astro Doughnuts – maple bacon and crème brulée. I am sharing these.

Tonight I’m going to watch some movies with my sister in law (who is now my neighbor…I can’t tell you how excited that makes me). I have a feeling we might pop open a bottle of prosecco and I have a feeling there will be laughter. 

 

Also? I bought myself a little treat … feast your eyes on these: 

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Oiselle’s LF sweatpants

 

Nothing says sexy quite like sweatpants … but these are magic. I’m a huge fan of Oiselle. Their clothes are functional, cute and their brand is all about strong, amazing women. These sweatpants will be the perfect thing to slip into after my race. I can’t wait till they get here. This is probably the third time I’ve ordered something (with my own money, mind you) from Oiselle this year. I love them that much. 

What do you do to treat yourself? 

What plans do you have this weekend? 

2014. Let’s do this

We are nine days into the New Year and I’ve been reading a lot about various resolutions, intentions, promises, etc that folks are making. I want to eat better. I want to go to yoga more often. I want to run farther. I want to finish a marathon. I want to lose weight.

I set a bit of a mini-goal/challenge for myself this year – run 14 days straight? Get it? It’s a bit cheesy, but I really wanted to get myself focused again on running this year and making the time for it. I think a lot of the time I will go out on a run without even appreciating it, or the time it takes and the space it gives me to really think about whatever I want. That is a beautiful thing in a world where we are constantly being distracted.

But let’s also talk about those BIGGER goals, the kind that we really think about at the start of a New Year. Generally, I would say that having goals is a good thing. They are marks by which we measure progress. But what happens when things start to go awry? Do you give up on the goal? I have found that to be the most challenging part of goal-setting: what happens when things don’t go according to the plan? Setting a goal and making it happen are two totally different things, in my experience.

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Don’t mine me, just taking a gym selfie at the gym where I work.

What is my experience? Let me be honest with you. I am not overweight. I am not underweight. But for a long time I have not eaten well. It started when I worked an overnight job, and basically made an agreement with myself that because my work hours were so screwy I could eat whatever I wanted. That didn’t work out so well. This is when I started making some modest changes to my diet, and running.

Since then I’ve lost a little bit of weight and I’ve improved as a runner. But I know I could do better. I love, love, love a good burger and fries. I also have trouble saying no to a chocolate chip cookie. Even if I say I’ll only eat half – I usually end up eating the other half and then another cookie. This is not good.

So I wanted to make some changes. I want to be a better runner and that means putting some good fuel into my body. I hope to lose some weight in the process. Not because I NEED to. I don’t. I want to. I don’t want my belt to cut into my tummy. It does. But I also don’t want to feel that brick in my tummy from the burrito I HAD TO HAVE, or the chocolate chip cookie I felt I deserved after my day took a nose dive. Those things are great in moderation, but I need to recalibrate my moderation.

I bought myself a fitbit, and I’m going to be cataloguing everything I eat via MyFitnessPal. I’ve heard great things about doing this from dieticians, to friends. It’s not going to be easy, especially for this picky eater. But change is never easy right?

Do you have any resolutions for the New Year?

Have you ever set a fitness or nutrition goal?

Tell me about it/them in the comments!